I used to write poetry..a lot.
I used to post them on here.
I stopped, and deleted them.
A few people asked me to put them back up.
So here's all the ones I have saved on my computer..
Be warned.. There are a lot..
No order, what so ever.
Demo
He holds her hand
And kisses her cheek
Praying for once
He'll find what he seeks
A love so pure
A lust so strong
And he hopes for once
She won't turn out wrong
But the love is always tainted
The lust always weak
And with every broken heart
His hope seems to leak
He always seems to fear her love
And that it won't come his way
But every time he sees her smile
He knows just what to say
He simply takes a breathe
Letting the words escape his lips
"I love you, babe"
The phrase, it seems to rip
Down the walls that protect her heart
Until the day she realized
They have the perfect start
So she kisses his cheek
And holds his hand
I Dare You
Let's play truth or dare.
I dare you to tell the truth.
Tell me that you like me.
And kiss me so soft.
Let's blame it on our lack of love
Or our love of lust.
Those sensual grazes
And those constant stares
Conscious that we want each other
And the others want us.
So we fake our hearts
And stop our minds.
Constantly playing these games
As these games play us
We want to break out
And give this a chance
They loudly whisper and quietly think
We loudly think and quietly whisper
Wanting to actually touch
For our first real release
But we live for accidental brushes
And we accidentally live.
Not ready for them to see
The way that we secretly are
Yet we know what they think
And they think that they know
What we do when we're alone
But the feeling is so much deeper
And our pain becomes our pleasure
As their pleasure becomes our pain
Knowing once more
We will have to face them
With their all knowing eyes
Knowing nothing at all
We fake what we have become
And ignore the jokes
As we play truth or dare
And your eyes dare me to lie.
Green Eyes
He hugs her softly
And whispers in her ear
Lines he used many times before
Sweet lies she holds so true
So as he quickly turns away
Green eyes start to swell
She sees the chance always imagined
Her quiet wish, her last hope
But deep down she knows
This is just some fun for him
The green eyes start to hide
As she takes a slow breath
Watching him move on to the next
She knows she's not the last
To fall for something that isn't true
To feel for his façade
It doesn't lessen her heart ache
As she watches them interact
His soft touch here
Her delicate voice there
She waits for the day
That those damned blue eyes
Won't get what she wants
The day damned blue eyes
Will finally fall apart
She smiles and waves
As she leaves lust filled eyes behind
It's at just the right moment
That tears fall from old green eyes
Love.Lust.Lies.
He begs to touch
As she moves away
She wants this more than he could know
But she still can't help her words
She claims morals have gotten her case
As she slowly readjusts
And brushes through her hair
Her ethics are long past gone
Yet her innocence still stays
He knows full well the truth
And that she's just afraid
Her trust was hard to gain
Her love even trickier
So he waits ever patiently
For the day in which she'll understand
This is no game for him
And everything he says is true
But he gives her the space she desperately craves
And watches as she goes back on with her day
Knowing completely she's the only he'll ever love
Not knowing she's loved others before
Honest Lies
His honest eyes
Are telling flat out lies
My lonely heart
Chooses to believe
I've been here before
And my head is still sore
From the thoughts of how
It simply can't be
But we play these games
As our relationships the same
So my greatest gift
Is the ability to tease
I watch your face
As you slowly trace
Touching her lightly
As her whole body shakes
You're using her to get to me
Even though I pretend not to see
I walk out of the room
Feeling completely composed
Until he walks by
And his eyes lie
She Won
She falls to her knees
As he tries to ease
Her ever growing destine
And quickly tries to ease her pain
But as her emotions start to break
He has to try to fix his mistake
But he no longer has any hope
Because now she just needs to cope
He should have known this would kill
But for some reason he couldn't help himself still
He wants to apologize admit he was wrong
To earn back her trust, he will work for so long
He sits down to rest as she continues to cry
Realizing now, how stupid was his lie
He sobs wishing there was some way to go back
Even though he knows his will power would still lack
He grabs her wrists and screams to forget
But for once in her life, she just wants to sit
She stands in his face, and hopes he can see
That this is exactly what he's making her be
Her face turns to stone
As she uses that harsh tone
She yells back now that they are done
His head starts to hang, knowing the fight was won
For Keeps.
He kisses her softly,
As she holds his cheek.
Knowing this time,
They are playing for keeps.
He hold her hand,
As she whispers in his ear.
Trying this time,
To disregard her fear.
He pulls her close,
As her legs sit on his lap.
Thinking this time,
Her judgment hasn't lapsed.
He stares her in the eyes,
As she fears him moving away.
Understanding this time,
That he is here to stay.
He makes his moves,
As she starts to shake.
Not sure this time,
How much she can take.
He talks so simply,
As she listens in close.
Content this time,
She got what she wanted most.
He smiles at her sweetly,
As she giggles on her own.
Assuming this time,
She won't be left alone.
He lusts quite freely,
As she trusts so pure.
Happy this time,
That she feels so sure.
So she pulls him close,
As he whispers in her ear..
Him.
He was everything she wanted
With a glimpse of even more
She's been quoted saying he's perfect
And he'll never act like those before
She finds herself watching his face
Then stares him in the eyes
She's afraid they'll be filled with regrets
And all those dreaded lies
But honesty seems to have gotten his case
Because by now he has to know
That misleading her gained him nothing
Except the greatest of sorrows
So he hugs her tight and promises simply this again
That it will never be repeated
That he will stop, that he can
She tells him for the last time
Speaking only the truth
"If you hurt me again"
She says practically through her tooth
"I'll be the one to lose it all
Everything I need
While you'll be left alone
With the past you chose to lead
I hope you finally realize
That made me feel like hell
And I won't buy the next lie
That you try to sell"
She tells him of the love she fells
As she starts to cry
For the first time in her life
She believed a boys stupid lie
So she pulls him closer praying he will only stay
She finds herself quietly hoping
That he's done pushing her away
He's everything she wants
With a glimpse of even more
She knows now that he is perfect
And will no longer act like before
Indestructible. Unbreakable.
I have fallen
fallen hard
As you broke
broke the indestructible
You ignored
ignored my feelings
Sending your lust
lust for others
As fast and far
far away as you could
Trying to save
save yourself
Knowing that
that I could heal you
And slowly fix
fix the unbreakable
Parts of you..
Love Lacks.
Friendships Fade
on this
Darkening Day
as our
Love Lacks
your Crude Comments
only
Make Marks
on my
Broken Body
useless
Solemn Stories
make you
Rightfully Regret
your
Phony Phrases
but a
Peculiar Promise
sticks in
Melancholy Minds.
"i won't ever hurt you"
He Horribly
lied
Absolutely
cold hands
cold heart
loss of words
loss of art
feeling of hate
feeling of relief
change of mind
change of belief
never starts
never ends
always lost
always mends
broken promises
broken lies
forgettable life
forgettable ties
I shall leave
I shall miss
absolutely nothing
absolutely this
Loss of Hope.
For a lack of better words
For a lack of better actions
I'm here, yelling I'm sorry
Not really knowing what else to do
You stare at me
Wondering what exactly I'm thinking
But the problem is
I'm honestly not sure
My mind has been begging for sleep
As my heart can no longer bare it
I compromise by staring up
Trying to find the good in all of this
But ending up empty handed
My problems have confronted me
As I tried to walk away
Leaving me useless and alone
I have lost all hope.
Forget.
I fell for him hard,
even though he seem to disregard
any words I would ever say
and he slowly started to push me away
I couldn't seem to bare
the way only his stare
didn't hold the same look
the one that he took
and now only gives her
today, it's all lost in a blur
of those overused words
I guess the idea was completely absurd
To assume I would be chosen first
but my love life has long been cursed
by a slowly breaking heart
before anything even starts
but I thought maybe he could save
and give me something I desperately crave
My long held idea of love
something I seem to have learned from above
but I realize that was all just bullshit
and I'm somehow just a love misfit
So I will no longer worry about the way it used to be
because all his lies were quite off key
I'm going to be happy with the way it is
and I'll no longer reminisce
about him or the lie he became
As I slowly forget his name.
Done.
A crush
A lush
A quick little touch
A lie
A cry
A small "hope you die"
A fear
A tear
A loss of what is dear
A mope
A cope
A failure of all hope
A tell
A yell
A girl who slowly fell
A mind
A bind
A look between the lined
A fake
An ache
A game of give and take
A friend
A trend
A long awaited end
Oh no.
My loss of speech
Keeps you out of my reach
Never really knowing what to do
But somehow I can find a way through
This never ending conversation
Causes us even more flirtation
Leaving us both lost and confused
And me even more overused
Just trying to find my way out
Of something that has caused me much doubt
But as you turn to look away
I figure out, to my dismay
That I can no longer do this without you
And I am not wise enough to
Think totally with my mind
I have become so blind
Of what we used to be
And the way you ignore my plea
To move on to something new
And I hate what you have turned into
So I will just pretend not to see
The way you've moved on from me
And I will be stuck here alone
As you're off with someone unknown
I leave you with this last line
That despite your best efforts, I will be fine.
You're no hero.
i wish i could go back to grade school,
when I was still able to look up to you.
but those days are long gone,
and now, you are looked down on.
you choose her over me..
which was painful enough as it was.
but then you screamed,
screamed at me,
for the things I could not control
assuming I to was against you
but you didn't even wait for my response.
As the tears fell down
you just didn't look
because if you thought
you would have realized
you where the reason for all my pain
So happy.
I'm so sick of this life I lead
There is so much more that I need
I know somehow I could get away
But for some unknown reason I stay
just hoping something will change
but all that is out of my range
I'm still stuck as me,
even though this is never what I wanted to be
my sarcastic remarks hide
everything I am so afraid to confide
I just feel so lost of hope
though I would never allow myself to mope
I have become completely fake
This was the only life I could make
I must make the best of what I got
because it's the way I have always been taught
even if it's not what you feel
feelings were never a part of this deal
so I'll stay all alone
using my angry tone
and staying completely tame
I know this will all stay the same
Letter.
If I wrote you a letter,
explaining everything I was,
everything I became,
would you bother to even glance at it?
If I sang you a song,
asking for a little bit of hope,
a little bit of saving,
would you be willing to give it?
Right now,
I don't believe you would.
Right now,
I don't believe I could..
Anything I say,
never explains anything,
Everything I try to do,
ends up messing me up more.
I try to let everything out,
I try to get myself away,
but it won't happen,
I won't let myself go.
This isn't who I planned on becoming,
and you were never suppose to be hurt
but emotions took over
and we both lost control
of what never should have been.
I dreamt of something better,
for you, but never I
but it didn't came to pass
and we both got stuck in this town
trying to find our way out
Fighting to get our way out.
I prayed for something better,
and kid, you gotta believe me,
I would do anything to change
the past and myself
Done With Words.
My words to live by,
see those, they will never die.
I hope you understand your mistakes
and can live with the choices that you make.
Cause darlin' if I were you,
I believe that I would never get through..
All the open windows
and closed doors,
never left an opportunity for improvement
and the hopeless prayers,
that where never sent
left you cold and lonely..
Wondering why,
these words never seem to die
is because they hold truth
without them,
you would be the same
never living on a whim
and taking life as it is..
You where never one
to try and change the world
Regardless of your beliefs
or if you would have failed
the same old patterns
started to fall
and sadly, our problems never resolved..
Carelessly falling into your past
with nothing more then the signs of pain
We would laugh.
Wondering "how the hell everything changed."
Since your life has been turned upside down
and nothing is the way it sounds
We ask "Why life has to be so hard?"
Knowing the answer
was always us..
Summer.
Oh what a summer.
Broken hearts
Lives torn apart
A deadly car crash
Evil backlash
Loss of hope
Kids just trying to cope
Ambulance scares
Unhealthy love affairs
Late night phone calls
Horrible downfalls
The end of this season
Is giving me a new reason
To actually try and live
And slowly letting me forgive
I just sit and pray
For there to be a new day
Stars.
Staying up late
Just to watch the sunrise
As it pushed my night away
I can't help but wonder why
The day always seems to break
Clearing my smashed heart
With the pieces posing as stars
Though you never seem to look up
To see just what you did to me
You're head seems to always hang
Twice as low as mine
Lacking the Best.
I need to find a way to clear my head
because everything you have ever said
is playing all the way through
which makes me wonder what to do
because I always feel so stressed
yes, I know I'm not the best
that you could ever get
now in my head it's all starting to fit
the fact that you wanted me to be something I'm not
to bad I wouldn't and that I fought
it was because you really didn't care
whenever I talked you just gave me a blank stare
and now I feel like I have been left so cold
so for once in my life, I'm going to act bold
and end by saying simply this:
I'm the best you'll never get.
3 Words.
And in his eyes
The world just came crashing down
All the doors he had opened
Now slammed shut in his face
All his unanswered questions
Have vowed to stay that way
His last trace of hope
And chance to get away
Were lost in three difficult words
Words which seemed to flow so easily
Out of her mouth
To the knife in his heart
Just three simply words
Will change their lives forever
Eric.
He's trying to pull
pull her close
'Cause he kept on pushing
Pushing her away
So now he's ready
ready for this
And he won't let it fade
fade to nothing
He promises her love
love like no other
And that he'll prove
prove his words
So she trusts
trusts him deeply
And makes plans
plans to be his
She dies to be held
held in his arms
As he just wants
wants her heart
So they fall even deeper
deeper for each other
They give themselves
Themselves to one another
And hope for the best
best of it all
While knowing that there will never
never be an end
They realize 6 months
6 months is nothing
Compared to forever
forever isn't long enough
She's Not Worth Changing For.
He was everything she wanted
With a glimpse of even more
She's been quoted saying he's perfect
And he'll never act like those before
She finds herself watching his face
Then stares him in the eyes
She's afraid they'll be filled with regrets
And all those dreaded lies
But honesty seems to have gotten his case
Because by now he has to know
That misleading her gained him nothing
Except the greatest of sorrows
So he hugs her tight and promises simply this again
That it will never be repeated
That he will stop, that he can
She tells him for the last time
Speaking only the truth
"If you hurt me again"
She says practically through her tooth
"I'll be the one to lose it all
Everything I need
While you'll be left alone
With the past you chose to lead
I hope you finally realize
That made me feel like hell
And I won't buy the next lie
That you try to sell"
She tells him of the love she fells
As she starts to cry
For the first time in her life
She believed a boys stupid lie
So she pulls him closer praying he will only stay
She finds herself quietly hoping
That he's done pushing her away
He's everything she wants
With a glimpse of even more
She knows now that he is perfect
And will no longer act like before.
Lies Flowed From His Mouth.
She holds on tight
and promise to never let go
she feels in her heart
this relationship shall grow.
He talks of the future
and forgets of the past
knowing that nothing before
is like what will last.
She hugs him close
and breathes in his scent
remembering the night
that it all started in a tent.
He looks in her eyes
as she slowly starts to smile
they both understand
that they be a "they" for quite awhile.
She laughs and says "always"
as he quickly responds with "forever"
both completely seeing
they will let this end never.
He Never Even Mattered.
She closes her mind
completely afraid.
What if he's just another,
that only cares about getting laid?
But she trusts what she feels
and believes his every word.
What if her power to read the truth,
has gotten completely blurred?
He's got the honest eyes
those that could easily pull her in.
What if he's got those dirty intentions,
that could effortlessly lead her to sin?
She knows exactly what she wants
yet still holds confidence in her gut.
What if he only cares,
about creating his own smut?
She looks into his soul
and purely judges his aim.
What if what he's shown himself to be,
isn't really a part of a game?
So she let's herself fall
with only one question to remain:
What if in his mind,
he fears exactly the same?
Distance.
he hugs her tight around the waist
pulling her close
leaving no space.
though their cities are quite far apart
their weekends are known
as their perfect start.
her chances to see him keep growing so slight
so she finds herself praying
that she gets at least one night.
She's waiting for her chance to be wrapped up in his hold
constantly ignoring
what they keep being told.
their friends want to know why they would want to date
they live so far away
they live in different states.
but the butterflies she gets when she sees his face
with the way her mind stops
and how her heart starts to race.
so the texts are the connection to what shouldn’t be lost
and the relationship seems to beat
the long distance cost.
Comments (2)
I'm not sure if you meant it the way that it makes me feel
but i can relate to this poem
btw
i <3 your picture =]
SEX! <4